Well, first off, I'd like to say that it IS possible to be liked by everyone and anybody who doesn't like you doesn't deserve your attention anyways..

second, you don't suck..and I can never take up a feeling of pessimism, because optimism is what keep me striving..I try to be the best person I can be..my advice, take it or not, is to set your ultimate goal high, but take each little goal step by step..right now by "little" goal is to graduate, but it all leads to an ultimate, and nothing is going to stop me, even if I stumble over a hurdle, I can be optimistic and see the finish line and go for it..

speaking of goals..money just makes things so much easier..so much less to worry about..

welcome back also =)

jedda, you fucking rock, despite whatever the hell you're thinking. `=) you're one of those girls who can work incredibly hard in school yet manage to still have fun with those who matter. believe me, your good work hasn't gone unnoticed. i WISH i could be as on top of things as you are. to tell you the truth, i'm envious of you. i've always been. it's because you've accomplished so much in the 16 years you've been here. what've i done? absolutely nothing. hahaha and about being the best, who cares. because there's always gonna be someone better than you out there. in my case, everyone's better than me. hahaha you just gotta work hard to be the best you. whatever. i love you because you're fucking hot. and as you said, hot people get rich, so you don't have to worry about that in the future cuz i'm sure it'll happen. *winkwink hahahha <3 you.